I am so damn stressed right now. kbvksjdkjfgh. I can’t write this essay because of sudden writer’s block. I spent heaps and heaps of time on it, wrote like 2 and a half pages (including my scribbles of edits) and now I don’t even know where the story is going anymore. I seriously cannot hand in a piece of english work unless I’m one hundred percent satisfied with the end result. gjfkbdkjfbgkj I think I have to start again and it’s due Thursday. So much effort gone to waste. And I have a fricken book assignment to finish and have a science and music project due on Friday, which I’ve hardly even started.
And then along the way, my friend and I happened to have an online conversation and he seemed so happy that I didn’t want to ruin his mood with my horrible fkjddfjbgffkj-ness. So now he thinks I deliberately went offline and left him, when really I just didn’t wanna ruin his mood, I’m extremely sleepy AND I HAVE LIKE A TONNE OF OTHER THINGS TO DO. STRESS STRESS STRESS. I was simply online in the first place because I had to talk to my classmate/other friend about homework. No-one understands me these days.
Blogging does make me slightly more relaxed though. I just want to vent my feelings here. That way, no particular person has to listen to my ramblings…
Teachers should really give more time to work on things …*deep sighs*
Also may be getting a sore throat » not a good sign T.T
Randomly found one of my old drawings lying around. Made me sorta sad cause’ I haven’t found enough time to relax my senses, before putting a lot of hard work and effort into a piece of artwork. Even though the end product is totally worthwhile, drawing is sometimes stressful, which is why when I do have spare time, I prefer lazing around. Lazy me?
